When you try to bring up one of your inside jokes to your friend you use to be close with and they reply with a ‘Lol wtf?’ When you stop talking everyday or texting, when you both don’t see each other often.. You know you’re drifting. And anything you want to do to fix it, fails.
because of the fact that society is fucked up, and the people in it. It’s hard trusting people because you have to let your guard down, and right when you do, and actually think you’ve trust a new person, what do they do? Fuck you over, and hurt you. So I just keep my guard up at all times now. No reason getting hurt again.
You can’t live in the moment, if people keep bringing up your past. How can they expect you to live in the moment if their just going to bring up the past and judge you upon it? Even as hard as you try to change who you are, people will still judge you upon that. They find the most fucked up things in your past & use it to judge you.
you tend to over think things and put meaning on every single move they make. You overlook their flaws and try to pick out their good qualities instead of the bad. Everything about them suddenly becomes beautiful to you, and you learn to accept them no matter their imperfections. No matter what other people say, you’ll always have a good opinion of them. Just hearing their name, and you automatically think they will always be the best out of everybody.
People get tired of constantly trying for someone who doesn’t do the same. People get tired of dealing with bullshit. People get tired of waiting on something that will probably not happen. People just get tired in general.